If Mr. Emo calls, tell Him I'm jerking off

Ahahah
This is me now
Oh, yeah
Way to go, my man
This is the night before the day where I'll see
If this really means anything or is just another flight of fancy
Right now, I really don't care
Clear eyes, looking ahead
If He calls, just tell Him I'm jerking off
Tell Him I don't give a shit
Because right now, I can make the sun set
And all of this on my own
Oh, come on, let me laugh
For this one time
Let me experience this one truly great moment
Before everything capsizes
Ahahahahahahah
Joy to the world and all that crap
We're all going to die, yes
But some of us will live
Some of us will know exactly the point where their rugged lives began
(Not that I'm one of them, but still)
"Tonight
I'm gonna go and dance in the rain"