28.11.05

Missing

I hope you now miss the times
Where there was honey and wine
Where I listened to your every word
I'd bite my way to your core
I hope you now see what's wrong
Your hand is soft, but it is worn
I hope you miss when I cried
I hope you miss when you lied
I hope you now know how I felt
Wanting to die away and melt
I hope you feel like this, I really do
Because I sure as hell miss you

I hope you see how I was lost
And my hurt and its cost
I hope you suffer and wither badly
Like I did, and just as sadly
I hope you miss all the conversations
My passion and its implications
I hope you miss how I was there
Always sure and never scared
And how I was a rock in stormy days
(Or how I showed - I wasn't so great)
I hope you miss all that, I really do
Because I sure as hell miss you

See what I told you? I was never kidding
There is heartbreak and there is chilling
So, if you want to run, yes, I'll run too
Because I've been a long time without you
And I sure as hell miss you

24.11.05

Conjurer

They said "No, no, no"
And I went "Go, go, go"
It's nothing
Really nothing
If it still moves
This was for the stint
But you made it look like lint
Listen
Really listen
This time

If you are borderline
Than it's just this time
That you play
You will play
Like never before
And nausea kicks right in
Asking where have you been
I don't know
Never knew
You never told me

HERE... BE... DRAGONS!

We will run away from blood
That we never understood
And we won't dream
Finish the dream
Like it never happenned
For one last performance
We will say it's remembrance
And things
Lots of thing
We'd be better off without

17.11.05

Os malefícios do tabaco

I'll fill you up sometime
Notice how I split in two
I will be beat
By the powers of higher magnitude
I thought the ways were mended
And now, I'm dual
I am arrested by
Some railroad guards

They never thought it was really something
Your ways
They never noticed how it was meant to be
I scream

Now, it comes up in bends (it does)
It twists
I am void and null
I ascend
You said something, you whispered something
I could not hear
I hope it said
Let's try this

There are sheets and something else in my mind
(Let me fuck you)
People come in twos
Whatever barrier was holding me in place
It has a hole in it
Is it big enough for me to slide through?
I don't know
But I'll soon find out

9.11.05

Beijos na cabeça

Ah, não
Outra vez não
(Sabes a laca de cabelo)
Sentar-me a uma mesa de um café qualquer
E haver conversa
Haver certos modos conversacionais
É sempre qualquer coisa de memorável
(Causas-me dores na bacia
Não somos tão bons amigos?)
Não sei se me devia preocupar com isto ou não
Mas a poesia é sempre esperar o pior
Amanhã
Talvez me perguntes o que foi aquilo
(Eu também não sei)
Amanhã
Talvez me perguntes porque o fiz
(Como se eu soubesse)
Vai para casa, não penses
Mas assegura-te
Que há certas coisas que não valem a pena

7.11.05

Probably swan

Every time she talks about him
My heart skips a beat or three
And the sun sets before 5pm
(Does she have burned skin?
I can't recall...)
Every time she says she's alone
I wonder what's wrong with me
I have phantoms that need to be appeased, too
(What was the matter with teddies?
What was there in her words?)
I still have her somewhere in my heart
But it falls apart
(I don't know
Probably
I've been trying to forget her for a very long time)
But my heart still believes
She can't be that distant
That there are actually nights in Vegas
And full moons
But me... I know
What she is capable of

2.11.05

Pretty please...?

Everything about you is how I'd wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about you resonates happiness
Now i won't settle for less

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind.

Everything about you pains my envying
Your soul can't hate anything
Everything about you is so easy to love
They're watching you from above

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind

Everything about you resonates happiness
Now i won't settle for less
Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind

- Bliss, Muse