This is hard, this is very hard

Burning hands, burning face
Tread away from the disgrace
Mainly, it's the lovers that get by
They have ways of killing time
I'd love to see
The sight of being free
But it's so hard, it's so hard
Give me a penny for each scar
I burn, I hate
I try hard to infiltrate
I turn around the other way
Still now knowing what I say
She's off to Mokaccino
He's her big Bambino
I wanna be run over by his car
So close and yet so far
If you play your cards right
You'll still be lonely at night
Or maybe it's just me
Drifting apart endlessly
This is hard, this is very hard
So close and yet so far
I want to be
As close as I can be
But it still hurts deep inside
Losing even when I abide
Don't tell me I'm this or that
I'll only be more flat
I don't know if someone cares
But if they do, they will be there
They won't run off to take the bait
Of things less complicate
So, this is me and this does mar
So close and yet so far