You're the truth, not I

I know this girl
That says loud and clear
That she just wants to sleep around
That she likes handsome men
Preferably, with money, but that's not a requisite
Preferably, with smooth talk and dreamy eyes
And good clothes
"I was never looking for love, I just made a fool of myself"
I asked her "Will you marry me?"
"Didn't you just heard what I said?"
"Yes, I did, it's just that I think I love you
Since you're the most honest woman I have ever met"

The folds in reality
And the juggling of feelings going around
Just tell me I'm shit, really
I prefer it
To the constant balancing of your social reflexes
And your truly rotten heart
(Or should I say your truly common heart?
It's not like you're an exception or anything)
Whatever is true, is not what I think it's true
Whatever you consider true, you know it deep down
That it isn't really true
The truth is manifold
What your lips whisper is nothing but bullshit
(Your eyes betray you)
I never stood a chance, I never will
Just tell me that and leave me the fuck alone