There's a reason

I don't look in the mirror
I don't look what I see staring back at me
Everything is clearer
I'll never see what you see
It's not me, so beautiful and free
I'll never be what you need
I can't help it at all
I was born so beautiful
But now I'm ugly

And I rot in my skin
As a piece of me dies every day
I know I'm nothing
I know there's nothing I can say
To change
The judgement in their ways
I'll never be what you need
Can't help it at all
My love was so beautiful
But now I'm ugly

I'm good enough but I don't care
I'm good enough but I'm not there
I'm good enough but I don't care
The sun is out but I'm not there
(I can go)
I'm good enough but I don't care
The sun is out but I'm not there
(I can go)
I'm good enough but I don't care
The sun is out but I'm not there
(I can go)
I'm good enough

I don't look in the mirror
I don't look what I see staring back at me
Everything is clearer
I'll never see what you see
And I rot in my skin
As a piece of me dies every day
I know I'm nothing
Because I'm ugly

Ugly - Smashing Pumpkins