Etchings

What the fuck were you thinking?
What the hell happened while I was away?
What made you think you'd come out on top on this one?
And then, you cried for help...
And then, you cried for me...
No, no, no!
You don't realize
You don't know
That all I said is true
What made you plunge into deep drama?
What made your head ache so much?
Why couldn't you simply stay with me all along?
I hated you, you hated me
We were always messing with each other's heads
But it still was fucking better than being dead
Wouldn't you say?
Maybe you wouldn't
Take your knifes and your pistols and your pills
And to hell with them!
Stay here, even distant, stay here
Whispers turn to yells, words are useless with you
You make the world so grey
But without you, it would be black
Remember this next time you try to kill yourself
As I'm here to listen to your cries for help
In the afterwards
I'll also be here in the before...