Missing

I hope you now miss the times
Where there was honey and wine
Where I listened to your every word
I'd bite my way to your core
I hope you now see what's wrong
Your hand is soft, but it is worn
I hope you miss when I cried
I hope you miss when you lied
I hope you now know how I felt
Wanting to die away and melt
I hope you feel like this, I really do
Because I sure as hell miss you

I hope you see how I was lost
And my hurt and its cost
I hope you suffer and wither badly
Like I did, and just as sadly
I hope you miss all the conversations
My passion and its implications
I hope you miss how I was there
Always sure and never scared
And how I was a rock in stormy days
(Or how I showed - I wasn't so great)
I hope you miss all that, I really do
Because I sure as hell miss you

See what I told you? I was never kidding
There is heartbreak and there is chilling
So, if you want to run, yes, I'll run too
Because I've been a long time without you
And I sure as hell miss you