What do you mean?

A gush of wind, two-legged termites
The night is just a wingstroke away
"Want to share a beer?
Want to share a book?
Want to share a life?"
"Not really, but I'll have the beer"
You're not that far away, really
You're not the ultimate hangover
(You know that, don't you?)
We'll run around in circles
We'll beat the escalade
"I'm sorry to disappoint you
My heart forgot how to love"
"They never do"
"It's obviously your first time on this Earth"
Forget my wit, take my body
It's the only thing the dawn recalls
With a pen by my side and my gigantic gestures
Brown stuff coming out of the walls
"Bog Poet?"
"Yes, I mourn too
The answers are all imagined"
But all I have
Are still just my just hands